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Young and Pagan
an article by Ash
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many people today, the stereotypical image of a
pagan is usually a crone, living in a cottage in
the countryside, with a voluptuous dress and a walking
stick, picking wild herbs in a her garden. As aesthetically
characterising and pleasing as this is, sadly, for
the most part, it isn’t so. Although there is no
near consensus of a good pagan age, a lot of people
tend to be ageist in their ideas. Young people clearly
aren’t serious because they are young, full of ideas
and not wise enough to take things seriously. So
this is an article, by an 18 year old male pagan
who has been practicing for the best part of 5 years
to try and clear the air.
I find it deeply offensive when people condescend
my commitment to my religion; I love the Earth,
the great benign mother spinning in the dark. I
love to get up early in spring and walk through
the countryside lanes near my home, through the
fields and woodland. I love summer days, sat under
trees reading Glennie Kindred’s latest books on
earth magick and drinking fresh squeezed lemonade.
I love autumn evenings taking photographs of leafs
caught in the wind, a maelstrom of colours, green,
red, yellow, orange, brown. I love winters melancholy,
the starkness of the trees, the icy sickle moon
casting its effulgent light on a static world, but
the warmth of the hearth to break through the dark.
I love Nature. From a young age I took walks up
robin’s wood hill with my granddad, bird watching
by day, badger watching by night. The enchanted
feeling of the wood as the sun cast its rays through
the foliage. And this love and adoration of nature
grew with each year of my young life until I was
old enough to research more and finally found a
religion which involved worship of nature as its
focus.
I don’t feel young. I feel connected to the Earth,
something so old and powerful, no words could ever
describe. I feel something deep inside so strong
and natural giving me strength and courage in my
tasks; I know that the great Horned God is with
me always, a part of me and a part of nature. I
feel sensitivity and compassion so deep; I know
the Goddess is also with me guiding me and keeping
me level headed.
I may not follow a set path, or be in a coven or
have a high priest or priestess, but to me what
I feel inside is beyond that. I have my best friends
who share my spiritual path, who are the heart of
me. We have no leading role model to lead rituals;
we are all equally a part of them. We don’t have
a flashy jewelled pentagram to shout out to the
world “we are pagans”, we have simple pentacles
which say “it’s not the symbol that is important;
it’s what it stands for and incorporating that into
your everyday life”.
Paganism in all its paths is becoming more recognised
and followed these days, by young and old, male
and female, gay and straight alike. This should
be a happy time in which we are finally moving away
from 2000 years of lies and opprobrium. We are gradually
moving away from the darkest age and the native
spirit of the land is rousing from where it lies
slain.
The commercialisation of paganism and witchcraft,
which annoys some people, is just the modern vampires
(corporation’s) of today cashing in on what they
can. But some good will come out of it. The teen
witches have to start somewhere, and eventually
will mature enough to move beyond this and develop
a closer bond with nature. Not all young pagans
are misguided, a lot of us out there are very serious
and paganism plays an extensive role in our lives.
My life is dominated by paganism; I’ve just finished
my A-levels and am having a year out before taking
English language and literature at university. My
aim is to work in a job that is outside and with
nature. When I write for school or my own personal
prose, it’s usually about my earthy endeavours.
I know that this is who I am. Nature and love of
the Earth is a part of me which will always be with
me as long as there is an Earth and wild animals.
So I ask all those who judge by age or have developed
their own misconceptions, to try not to be so ignorant
when judging others and to get to know people before
you make assumptions.
Young
& Pagan - © Copyright Ash 2005 |
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